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♥ PS for dear ♥

當你抱著她
說一句愛你
是多麼讓她感動的一件事情
你可知道
女人付出了一切
男人因為得到而不再去用心時
女人的心會撕裂成一片一片
你可知道
當女人頂著哭花的臉
走在街上
不管是不是有人再看她時
她的心已經快要死了

你可知道
當你離開她
不再接她電話
但要她每次按你的號碼時
是有著極大的期待與恐懼的

女人知道太多不該知道的事情男人不知道太多該知道的事情
其實很多男孩子都不知道
女孩子從來不會真正去生他們的氣
因為她是真的喜歡他在乎他
其實很多男孩子都不知道

女孩子只會對自己喜歡的男生嘮嘮叨叨
也只會對自己喜歡的人耍性子
你要知道
假若她不喜歡你
她根本不會來在乎你關心你
怕你做錯事情
假若她不喜歡你
她根本不會對你發火不會對你撒嬌讓你哄她
在別人面前她都是淑女

你要知道
假若她不喜歡你而這一切都因為你還不夠在意她不夠懂她
於是
你們時常爭吵
你認為她脾氣不好
她認為你不夠遷就她
於是
你們總是冷戰
你以為她不喜歡你
她以為你不在乎她
於是
你們總是莫名其妙的彼此錯過
也許擦身而過
因為她喜歡你
所以她偶爾對你發火
時常對你撒嬌

因為她喜歡你
所以她才會生你的氣
而又因為喜歡你
她才不會去生氣很久
你可知道
每個女孩子的心都是水晶做的
晶瑩剔透
但是很容易就碰傷摔碎
每個女孩子都是不設防的
你那麼輕易就闖進她的心
走的時候卻只留下傷害
她從來都不知道
這個世界上根本沒有可以讓她哭的人
因為真正值得她哭的那個根本捨不得讓她哭

她會很矜持
她會很驕傲
她會很冷淡
她總是嘴裏說著你走開
心裏卻一直叫你留下
請你張開你的耳朵
也請你打開你的心
去聽她心裏真正的呼喚
而不是她嘴裏的口是心非

她會看著你轉身
然後她跟著你轉身
當側身而過的時候
你看不見她的淚
滂沱在臉上心裏

如果你喜歡她
請你多陪她
如果你喜歡她
請你多寵她如果你喜歡她
請你多讓她如果你喜歡她請你去聽聽她內心的聲音

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♥ FULL HOUSE ♥

昨天本小姐有点忙，所以没上来。。。

前天出到十二点，九点爸打来催我回。。。
ADUH
我又不是每天出。。。
难得他们肯和我出。。。
一个要考试，一个要做工。。。
伟大到～
感动。。。
‘查实’我都不知道他们名字的。。。
做工认识的。。。
一个叫omega，一个叫ovaltine，一个叫marigold,一个叫7up revive。。。

三点多要出的时候。。。
下大雨。。。
beh song了！！！！
等咯。。。
五点还是很大很大雨。。。
算了。。。
不想出了。。。
五点多，小雨少少了。。。
marigold打来。。。
去咯。。。
哇，第一次自己搭ktm去到kl central。。。
等ovaltine来接我。。。
等了十分钟。。。
终于看到他了。。。

带我搭LRT去KLCC。。。
ovaltine说marigold自己一个人在KLCC找7up。。。
原本讲讲下电话，然后突然失去联络。。。
找不到他。。。
全部担心。。。
我猜咯，会不会给人捉去卖掉。。。
ovaltine就敲我头。。。
那么大个男生给人捉，有没有搞错！！！
然后ovaltine说我高了美了成熟了。。。

等

等

等

终于等到omega来也找到7up了。。。
marigold,辛苦晒～
他们说在KLCC走去FULL HOUSE很近哆。。。
走咯。。。
走走走
走了半个小时才到阿，近！！！
死ovaltine，以后我1不会再信你了！！！！！

那边真的很美下。。。
整间餐厅白色的。。。
然后布置到很像家酱的。。。
不过本人觉得ara damansara那间美点。。。

进到去。。。
点菜咯。。。
看看看。。。
那个omega去counter那边拿他的卡片。。。
然后我们又吵着要。。。
又拿咯。。。
菜都还没点就拿了人家那么多卡片。。。
点了。。。
然后开始拍照咯。。。
拍拍拍。。。
我和ovaltine还有marigold点一样的西餐。。。
人家摆到美美。。。
那个ovaltine吃到好像打战酱。。。

吃饱上去楼上拍照。。。
楼上很美。。。
佩服他们。。。
什么都可以拿来玩。。。

拍完了，下回去喝茶聊天。。。
omega的女朋友si beh美咯。。。
很衬。。。
7up女朋友做护士的，很清秀。。。

然后走回去KLCC搭LRT。。。
好像没有去的时候那么久。。。
不过还是很远咯！！！
晚上搭LRT特别不同。。。
感觉比较好吧？
看到夜景。。。
给爸爸知道一定杀掉我。。。

然后marigold载我们回。。。
一个住sri rampai，一个住sri sinar，一个住titiwangsa，我就住jinjang咯。。。
marigold真的很好人咯。。。

回到家十二点了。。。
累！

和dear信息咯。。。
dear：出到那么夜，还要挨骂。。。
我：夜？那天你好像出通宵哦？你就不夜啦？紧张我就说咯。。。
dear：不可以紧张哒？

哎哟，有dear那一句就够了。。。
证明在你心目中我越来越有分量了。。。
【暗爽】

♥ 8 day ♥

COUNTDOWN

another 8 days i will leave kay elle le...

today...

every people start their buzy life...

some of my fren start working...

helen form 5 now...
susan form 4 now...

esther form 1 now...

my stupid brother peralihan...

seems like me become older le...

a bit unwonted...

before tis few day...
every people prepare their school uniform,skul shoes,skul beg,pencil box...
i juz accompany my brother buy tis and tat...

tis morning,7am wake up 煲汤...

later for my borther lunch...

wash all the thing then put inside the pot...

continue sleeping...

mR L,eu wont undersatnd被其他人吵醒是受罪，被心爱的人吵醒是幸福...

eu wont understand tis 2 sentence d meaning d la...

keke...

like a PIG

afternoon sudenli receive EX sms...

waliao...

HAK SEI YAN!!!

i din reply his sms...

coz i really cant accept smoker be my fren...

some people say me wear colour spectacle treat them...

but i have my own principle to choose fren...

between gud n bad...

i can differentiate it...

dun tell me those smoker will smoking because of STRESS tis suck word...

before tat,SPM oso brings a lot STRESS to me...

y i din smoking?
ATTITUDE problem ba...

SMOKER!DUN TRY TO DISTURB MY LIFE!!!

GET OUT FROM MY LIFE!!！

yesterday dear read newspaper...

then he told me a news...

a boy kill his girl fren den suicide...

the girl was pregnant...

i ask dear..

if eu 'tau sek' den the girl got BB jor...den how o?

dear say,if he gao dai jor he will take over his respondsibility...

dear say,he wont tou sek geh...

SWEET

hopefully is real de lo...

2ml go out wit my ex-colleague...

wednesday free...

thursday listen AMALI...

friday free...

saturday shopping...

sunday clean my home...

monday gou out wit LUI~

tuesday go my dear,chris home lu coz wednesday his neighbour fetch us gogenting...

wednesday,GUDBYE my fren...

♥ 9 day ♥

COUNTDOWN

stil got 9 day bell bell wan go genting work le...
happy,sad...
to me...
same wat? my dear not here...
noting make me 不舍得...
family...
my parents oways like buzy business man...
not oways c them geh...
but oso a bit 不舍得lu...
my brother,blek!!!
dun wan c him anymore...
oways buli me...
my dear baby cousin,i will miss eu all de...
frens?
i think now my only fren is 5c member oni...
reson today go ns zuo...
he call me 3 times today...
my mum tot he is my bf tim...
my bf wor...
chris jack rendie ben will go genting work oso...
shirly n san work at mid valley...
my boubui lui~moonhui work at brem mall BEE...


many things need to prepare...
shampoo,shirt,soap to wash cloth...
waliao...
many thing nid to bring...
keke...
wan bring dear buy me geh ultraman...
wan bring eng seng buy me geh ultraman shoe...
all ultraman bring to genting...
辟邪...
ultraman very正直de...


today go helen home...
make sushi...
when dear cum bac wan make for him...
now i learn zuo spagethi,sushi,cake,muffin...
nextime wan learn tongsui n tepanyaki...



the stupid japan rice all stick at my hand...
hoiyo!!!
finali make zuo 1 sushi...
erm,a bit yongsui...
esther take zuo photo den send to reson...
originally le,when reson cum bac,wan make for him de...
after he receive esther d mms...
he say my sushi very weird!!!
ANGRY
dun wan zuo!!!
juz make for my dear enough!!! treat eu eat SHIT na...
sg wang there open le 1 shop,can eat shit da...
las time go witreson,shirly,engseng...
we adi sit there...
but wat we wan to eat d food din have...
den we leave there n go kim gary...
COOLMAN~
cum bac to my topic..


after tat,wilson cum helen hom...
wil wil is my cousin geh BB...
his mummy same age wit me...
wil wil very cute da...
play wit him...
give him drink milk milk...
after tat he wan oioi zuo...
i oso oioi lu...

after tat go hom...
phone reload zuo...
sms my dear...
dear say fu mask nw...
he send his picha to me...
so cute...
i ask him...
y eu will let me c ur fu mask d look...
dear say...now i m urs...
so i tink eu will accept me in any look...
sweet...
dear say,he oso will accept me in any look...
love dear so much...

sudenli reson cal me...
he say reach kem adi...
keep on complain bed dirty,food oily,toilet kanasai...
keke...
so cute...
chat zuo a while...
there de line very poor...
SHIT
reson nw live in forest...
YAMGONG~

nite,go jusco diner at tepanyaki...
saw AIKO work at SUB...
lenglui~
my mum say aiko very thin...
dart,my mum say aiko chan shai lei...

bac hom,continue sms wit my dear...
talk jor a lot nonsense...
feel sweet...
dear,dun ask me to forget eu again...
i wont forget euu de...
dear,i miss eu...

睡觉时被其他人吵醒是受罪...

被心爱的人吵醒是幸福~

♥ GREEDY ♥

m i greedy?

wat should i do?

eu reply my sms le...

eu know how hapi m i?

yesterday after countdown den i give eu a call..

when i hear ur sound...

feel sweet...

eu r d 1st ppl wish me hapi new yer der...

feel warm...

after few minute we chat...

eu say eu will give me a cal later...

around 1am++ reach home,eu tell me eu feel tired ...

but normally eu sleep around 3am de...

y sudenly feel tired?

den din reply my sms le...

sudenli feel sad...

but i tell myself cant let my tears cum out anymore...

keep on waiting ur sms...

hope tat eu haven sleep...

but...

i feel tired le...

fall a sleep le...

sudenli i receive a call...

feel angry!!!

hu disturb me sleeping!

when i saw ur number show on my phone...

quickly receive the call...

tell eu i sleep adi...

eu keep on wan me continue sleeping...

but i wan chat wit eu...

chat le i think 1 hour ba...

very sweet when chat wit eu...

but our topic juz around ur work...

a bit dissapointed...

hope tat eu will coax me sumtime...

but...

m i greedy?

b4 tat juz nid eu reply my sms...

now i wan eu to coax me...

duno la...

afternoon eu sms me...

phone no credit...

eu din worry y i din reply ur sms de mie?

i will share all my hapiness n sadness wit eu...

i hope eu too...

although now eu reply my sms...

but y all d topic is bout ur work ur job de?

plz be patient to me,k?

i know i have a bit greedy,juz a bit only...

but i greedy is because of eu...

DEAR,miss eu now...

♥ welcum to 2010 ♥

hapi new yer to all my dear

new yer new hope...
yesterday celebebrate at my cousin condo there...
beside jalan kuching tat condo...
her hom at 24 floor...
at d balcony there can watch whole kay elle d night view...
very nice...
at 12am...
can c 1u,desa park city,n sum place d firework show...
very nice...
but to me...
i like genting d firework jek...

feel more hapi tis few day...
at least my heart wont feel pain le...
thx dear...
new yer new life...

dear,although cant c eu...
but i will miss eu...
i will love eu...
i will wait eu cum back...

new yer hope...
♥first n foremost,i hope my parents healthy n hapi forever...
♥next,i hope my brother wont b sei LALA...
♥in addition,hope my babys[cousin] hapi oways n their dear will know wat they think in their mind...
♥futhermore,i hope wont 中邪 when i work in genting...
♥last but not least,hope my dear can get a gud job n fas fas earn his 30 thousand den cum bac to kay elle...

♥♥for my only hope is,i m here to wait eu cum bac to kay elle hug me tightly...

♥ farewell party ♥

yesterday hang out with my dear chris,reson,eng seng and shirly...
we go lowyat sing K...
syok~as farewell for reson ba,he wan go ns le...
i wll miss him d...阿门


morning，tak bus go chow kit wit reson...
if i din tak bus wit reson,sure i will get lost...
n chow kit there...
nid cross a very big d road to take monarail...
luckily reson lead me to cross d road,if not...
2day eu all sure c my face in the newspaper...

finali reach ts le...
go meet my dear...
den accompany him to buy beg for her sister wor...
i saw many beautiful d skul beg...
all very attract me la...
but graduate ad,buy skul beg for wat?


after tat, shopping lu...
go tak photo sticker...
tak wit my dear,chiris n reson...
very leng...

like it so much....
den go red box meet eng seng...
start sing k lu...
syok~


suddenly miss him again...
alone sit at the corner...
sudenli my tears was cum out...
when i listen kiss goodbye tis song...
after tat,sing爱在记忆中找你wit reson...

my heart veery very pain...
eu know?
i miss eu so much...
but did eu know all tis?
i tot today i can put eu away...
i dun wan to think bout eu...
BUT...
i still keep on miss eu...
i oso duno wat in my mind now...


sudenli so怀旧...
we sing邓丽君d月亮代表我的新...
OMG
when i c some song d mv,reli make me very touch...
when eu can stay beside me?


after tat,my dear go home le...
me reson eng seng n shirly go tak photo sticker again...
hmm...
but tis time d,not very leng...


after tat we have our diner at kim gary...
very nice d diner...
full nw...
shopping lu~
shirly wan buy some cosmetic...
me go elianto...
when i c the cosmetic,feel wan to faint...
tak half hour to make up den tak half hour to clean up the face...
make up waste my time...
when work at genting,nid to make up...
BULLSHIT
reson tel me original is better...
reson din like girl make up geh...

after tat we get lost wit eng seng n shirly...
dunwan waste time find them...
den reson call shirly meet at ts big door there at 7.30pm...
den i shopping wit reson...
like dating...
keke
wan buy him a cap...
walk for a long time...
stil cant find the cap tat he wan...
my leg very very tired le...
den sudenli c a stall...
many cap there...
finali buy jor 1 cap...
leng~
but i prefer the pink colour 1...

then go meet shirly...
go home le...
very tired ya...

yeah...
my baby wan cum bac from korea le...
miss her so much...
2ml nite 11pm reach KLIA...
esther,wait for ur present ya...

my baby wan go secondary school le...
touch~
da go lui zuo...
las time she just a little baby girl...